I go through these phases where I write blog post for a few weeks and then I vanish for like six months. I don’t know if it’s an apart of my ADHD or failing to commit and be consistent (definitely this). I feel like in my head I want to be this monthly blogger who has subscribers and gets paid monthly for something I love to do but it honestly just hasn’t worked out that way. I can’t commit, I can’t remain consistent for some odd reason, but I do know blogging is something I love to do. When I go through things I want to automatically write a blog about how I am feeling but I feel like I do so much that I have no time for myself. When does that stop, when do I stop giving so much to others and start pouring back into myself? I wake up, go to work, come home, and automatically feel drained to the point where I don’t want to do anything for myself except shower. however, I’m my head there is so much more I want to do. I think I put to much thought into what I want to write about instead of just typing. but I do want to just be honest. I don’t know if anyone will read this, but I feel like I owe it to myself to give myself a fresh start. What if I write a blog post every week for a year or for at least six months? that’s progress right?
Am I being hard on myself or am I not taking myself serious enough? for example I have been blessed with a TikTok shop opportunity where I can get free samples and make commissions. At first, I was super excited and felt honored and I still do. however, at one point in time I was working seven days a week, and three jobs t was nearly impossible to do anything else besides sleep on my free time. Now I have two jobs, and my weekends are free and I know me boyfriend and I live together. As I am typing this out, I am realizing that I have had a lot on my plate and maybe need to cut myself some slack. However also looking back to where the ball was dropped is helping see things in a different light.
I know the goals I want to make for myself, and I know what I want my future to look like financially I just need to find a consistent plan that works for ME specifically not everything will work for everyone. And thanks to TikTok and my attention span I have my work cut out for me, but I’m worth it. and so are you. I am going to tryfor the month of June to post every week that is June 8th, 15th, 22nd, and the 29th.
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