when life happens, it just happens, it is like it doesn’t stop but neither does your mind. As i am getting older i am realizing how much i have held onto myself throughout the dark moments in my life, through the abuse, pain, neglect, and just overall hurt, I feel myself coming out on the other side. I thought if i just stayed quiet things would just go away but in reality, i am noticing i have to intentionally let things go. I can’t hold onto anything that does not serve me and i need to be okay with it. I am strong, I am resilient, and I have overcome the darkness. As I was talking with a friend expressing my past relationship, I miss them, but I also am realizing that I am mourning my past and this is normal and human. I miss what could have been or what we could have built. I knew in the moment he was not in the right head space, but i thought like many of us do that we can change someone. Time is an illusion meaning there is no time limit on our blessings, we just have to be willing to go for them. without letting the past haunt, us in the process
He gave me a sense of peace minus the abuse is what i told my friend. Thats deep very deep, Real peace never comes with abuse or hate. love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy others or throws rocks and hides their hands. God is real and so is his love. Let go and allow people. LET THEM most importantly. it is so hard to be quiet, things i had to learn the hard way but ultimately silence is the key to a peaceful life as we are going through this journey
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