Actions speak louder than words. I say everyday that I am going to change and that I am going to start taking my life seriously. But then something happens. It’s like my old ways and my old self pops right back up like “hey! Did you forget about me”. And this leaves me feeling defeated like I will never be able to get escape my past ways. I have to keep moving forward in those times because I feel like that feeling of defeat is something my mind did not produce. And listening to the thoughts of that literally make me hate myself. I came into this world loved by God and I will leave this world loved by God and no man on this earth will ever have the power over me that I didn’t allow, or God didn’t allow. God is not in the outside world God is within. And this is something I need to realize and take seriously. This world is/was designed to take all of our Originality away and to make us blend in with one another so that our individual self will not be able to shine. As I am getting older I would think people in the world would be rebelling against the world until I started to actually see we are all just trying to protect ourselves daily from the darkness.
“And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God. (John3:19-21)
God goes before us in every situation. But it is up to us to listen and abide by his rules and not the worldly rules. It is up to us as God’s children to understand his word and follow it daily. Regardless of who is around us.
People who don’t like the light it is because they are doing dark things that are not of the lord and when they get called out they do not know how to “act” or try to pretend that they don’t know what their doing or what they did. When in reality we ALL know right from wrong and we all know how to do the right thing with our without people being around.
Many people wait until they get around others to do the right thing but God did the right thing even when no one was looking or no one was there. And then he rewarded them for their sacrifice and for all the hard work that got put into it.
I end this blog by hoping that God sees me and sees that I am trying daily and want to be in the light and never surrounded by the darkness or the devils schemes.
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